Depression has been a struggle my whole life. It wasn’t diagnosed until my teens. Even then it was misunderstood. Anti-Depression meds were prescribed. I was sent far away. The problem always stayed within me. It was until I started to isolate my episodes. Which sometimes could last months. Between anxiety and depression, it’s just an ocean of emotions I didn’t know how to control. I still struggle to tame my wild soul full of vastly chaotic emotions, but day by day improving that 1% daily and giving complete control to the universe. You can achieve anything you want by not giving up. Believe in yourself, because we believe in you. You will accomplish great things.
For the days you need a boost. This series has helped me organize religion for me. Being raised Catholic, brainwashed at a Baptist Christian School, and having a culture that was deeply rooted in Santeria. My view on religion was a clusterfuck. Spirit Science helped sort out what was really important to be happy. It’s still a daily struggle. Choosing to be happy and grateful for the things the Universe has provided.
As a disclaimer, always take the flesh and spit out the bones. Not everything will resonate with everyone. If you’re looking for some knowledge or another perspective on things. I recommend watching the whole series. It changed my life for the better.
If you need someone to talk to here are the Suicide Hotlines. You are loved! We need you! Don’t give up! Call, it will pass. There are also Suicide Prevention Applications if you’re not feeling chatty.
Depression is a life journey. You will have to pull yourself out of it or have a close trusted friend that will help you out of your mental slump. We are here for you and will pump you full of information. It is up to you to use it. WE LOVE YOU!